Archive for April, 2005

hOstaGe a Nice & tOuchinG shOw…

hmm… juz watch hostage by bruce willis yesterday nite…
think is quite a nice show…
the show is about bruce willis who was a negotiator…
he was a very good negotiator initially but he failed a case in LA which caused him to lose his confidence… in tt case, a man killed his own wife and son… bruce cried when he knew he can’t save the kid and the family…
later on.. he shifted to some other place… he did not talk to his wife and daughter for one whole year because he couldn’t walk out of the nightmare….
one day.. there is these three juveniles… they wanted to rob a very very rich family… the family is rich and they stay in a very very big house.. although there was very high tech security… but the three juveniles managed to got in… on of them who was very cruel… started to kill ppl… the owner of the family had a job that helped ppl to encrypt and decrypt stuff… but he nvr knew what stuff he was encrypting or decrypting… when the juviniles got in to his house.. he was supposed to send something his customer who was a 黑社会老大…..
so… in order for the 黑社会老大 to get bck his stuff… he kidnapped bruce’s wife and daughter….
then later on… the son of the rich man called… he wanted bruce to help his whole family out of the house…
so in the end… bruce had to save ppl fr two sides…
he was really confused sometimes.. because he wanted to save his family.. but he dun wanna the victims in the house to suffer too…
he wanted to made use of the little boy… but he was afraid tt he could harm the little boy… he was torn between his love and conscience….
but in the end he managed to save both sides… he tried his best… however… the cruel juvenile killed his the other two partners… he was really a crazy man…
i think being a negotiator… u must love everybody so that u can help everybody out…
moreover.. it is also very important to noe the ppl we are w… so tt we ll not put ourselves in danger…..

hmm.. ya.. tts e movie called hostage…

fiNally fiNisH…

ha… finally finish my exam la… my nightmare is gone… ha...
SUPER DUPER happy… : )
ha.. juz went out w lihan juz now.. went n have a simple lunch then walk walk at jp la..
then we went n watch MOVIE… the movie is called infection…
quite a scary show.. not a ghost show la.. but very scary…
me dunno cover my eyes how many times…
haha.. think we very funny… always go watch hooror movie together…
but today the movie is not ghost show la..
i think is more about the way human being behave ba… or maybe the way they think???
hmm… the show is toking about a hospital that has weird stuff happening.. the director has created a very good atmosphere…
bck to e story… is toking about the dark side in the hospital la… like how the doctors and nurse cover up the story… and how a docter killed all his colleagues… but the doctor kept on imagine that it is an virus spreading in the hospital.. but it is actually the evil intention that is in the human’s mind that is spreading… quite a chim show… quite interesting.. but is quite scary too…
ha.. think human is weird… hmm.. but still i think we should not do evil stuff.. then we ll be haunted by such stuff la… 人就要坐得正行得正吧!

yup.. write until here… HAPPY DAY!

cOunting dOwn to e LaSt papEr…

Yay… tml last paper le.. very happy…
but now still studying… quite tired le.. but still need to put in all effort… coz is e LAST paper…
some more… i m a further maths student.. cannot do too bad.. if not really let myself down…
hmm.. but stats… hmm…
i still not really good in it…
hopefully tml got miracle tt make me do well…
left around 12 hours to my liberation….
waited so long for this day…
its like so near yet so far…
hmm… tml finally can relac…
going out w lihan… so long nvr see her le…
really appreciate her as my fren very much…
think she everytime listen to me complain also sian le…
yup.. hopefully tml ll have a nice lunch…
but so sian… need to come bck to settle FOC stuff tml also…
juz finish exam then need to think of tt… so stupid…

okok.. tts all ba.. me continue to go pia la…

my eMotiOn afTer fM papeR…

hmm.. finally.. my fm paper is over…
how i feel?
hmm..
relax n sad ba…
while i was doing fm yesterday i was really sad… dunno how to do…. maybe also because nobody beside me also….
haiz… today’s paper dunno how to say leh… tot i ll do okay…
but after listening to wat sb n cj discuss… dunno whether i can really do okay or not…
hmm… really feel quite awkward when they r discussing.. but suan le…
think i feel rather tiny beside them… feel like i m not as good as them… feel like i m really a very slow learner…
really feel stress beside them.. but still.. they r still my frens…
i have to live with it…
hopefully i won’t do tt bad… hopefully all e luck is w me..
ya.. think tts all i going to say about today.. going to eat my chocolate to make me feel better…

feeLinG dOwN..

haiz… dunno y today feel so down… really very down…
issit because of stress????
i have been studying very hardly for one mth le… really very tired… but who can help me…
i m really afraid tt i won’t score well for this sem…
argh… i need help…
cried juz now… juz dunno y… n i also dunno wat to do… feel really bad…
n is like nobody beside me also… haiz….
really think i got exam trauma… always like tt…
but this time is quite bad… didn’t expect my self to break down….
wat should i do?
i really put in alot of hardwork le..
wat if i cannot do well?
how m i going to face my parents?
how m i going to face MYSELF?
haiz…
really dunno wat to do…
hope it ll be over soon..
really need a rest after tt…. hope i ll get bck to normal soon…

yup.. time to study again…

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