Archive for February, 2006

永别了亲爱的姑丈…

上个星期,我想是我家人最难熬的日子。。。
我四十九岁的姑丈英年早逝。。。
星期三回到家时,爸爸告诉我。。。
姑丈不是心脏病而死的。。。
他是因为脑袋里的一个囊暴掉而死的。。。
实际的说法我也不是很清楚。。。
我想大家最在乎的是我们少了这样的一个人陪伴。。。
在这短短的几天内,我发现我姑丈其实是个非常非常成功的人。。。
他虽然没有任何大学文凭,但他向我们证明了成功的人不一定是最聪明的人。。。
在那几天里,许多人都到来拜祭他。。。
我想应该有上百个人吧。。。
一夕之间,发现有好多人都为他的逝世感到非常的遗憾。。。
真是为他感到非常惋惜。。。
现在最重要的应该是希望我的姑姑,表姐、妹和弟都能够坚强起来。。。
大家振作吧!

liFe is sO vUneRable…

was in my dreams this morning…
n received a message saying tt my uncle had passed away…
i was so shocked tt i asked again… i mean its so unbelievable… his eldest daughter was of my age….
e message came bck w e same ans…
so i called my dad to confirm…
yes… my uncle had passed away due to heart attack…
this is so unbelievable… my cousins r all around our age…
n they r all in australia…
they didn’t even get to meet their father e last chance…
my mum cried… my relatives cried… i cried…
everybody is so sad…
we juz met one another during new year…
n is not even one month yet…
y? y? n y?
life is so vulnerable… no one noe when they ll die….
i really can’t imagine….
all e 3 children r still studying…
n my cousin is turning 21st in a wk time…
argh… y did this happen….
all e best to my family…
lots of love from cynthia….

haLL 15 pRodUctiOn…

sianz… cannot go home for this wkend…
saturday tt day spent 3 hrs discussing e stage plan..
wa.. super troublesome.. juz hope tt tt day everything ll go smoothly…
hmm…. then at night got dizi prac…
hmm… think still need to prac very hard a few parts… ha.. n hope tt the mo qi ll come on the concert day….
juz went n watch hall 15 production juz now…
its call “she chase”…
hmm.. there r 2 plays…
e first play is on a love story… n e second one is about death….
ha.. e love story was on e 3 perspectives of marriage…
when marriage turns out to be sour…
when marriage is sweet…
n there is no need for marriage to prove love….
hmm…
think this is quite true…
but honestly… i juz think… its about choosing e rite person… n being able to handle marriage properly….
ha… marriage is not easy… so when one is not prepared… pls DO NOT STEP INTO IT!
ha….
e second play was act about death…
hmm…
is a very unique act… think i enjoy this better than e first one….
is a very sad act… coz is about y ppl want to die… n how they died…
hmm some chose to die n regret… but some didn’t even chose to do so…
there r a few characters in story…
e first one is a sch gal who is tired of satisfy everybody in her life… she hanged herself…
e second one is a gal who like drawing n dream to be artist… but she has no support from her family n her boyfren sux… she poisoned herself…
e third one is a gal… who is a waitress n she sells her body… she was pregnant n she did not noe wat to do… she drowned herself…
e forth one is a baby… the baby was given up by his mum even b4 he was even born… he was given up because he has AID…. he was murdered….
e last one is a man who is crazy in some sense… but i dunno how he died… haha…
think e actresses n actors r gd in their acting…
yup… tts all.. a super tired nite after watching it…nitez…

buSy hOliday sChedule…

sianz… holiday is super busy… not even a single day is for myself…
this is not call a holiday…
this is worst than normal school semester…
argh….
see… got so much stuff to do…
18/2 discuss co stuff, guan yue prac
19/2 watch hall 15 production
20/2 meet wendy, go SCH, da zu prac, IS discussion
21/2 IS lesson, tax discussion, dazu prac
22/2 202 discussion for case
23/2 202 discussion for board meeting
24/2 da zu prac
siaz… temp is like tt…
got a feeling.. there is more to come…
argh…
still need to study for quiz… n catch up….
argh….

vDae…

ha… yesterday is vdae!!!!
ha… but no bf.. so nobody to celeb w…
argh… is so sad….
ha…
n some more 2 yrs of vdae celeb w co…
argh…
tts so sad…
haha…
but i still got lots of lovely frens…
so…
ha… vdae is not so bad…
thanks ppl for ur presents n wishes…
:>

hmm… juz finish my report discussion…
so very bored now…
waiting for meeting…
sianz…
hungry now…
argh….

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