wOrld of thOughts…

today is my beloved bf’s 21st bdae…
ha.. he is finally same age as me ya…
my darling says he is now a young man…
haha.. not an old one.. 😛
hmm… bought his pressie on sun…
went n shop in six shopping centres then only bought e nice nice wallet..
hope he ll like it.. together with the small small photo inside..:)
oh ya.. n the card too… haha… with my words inside.. 😛
ha.. act wanna give my beloved bf a pillow… haha…
BUT… not enuff time to finish.. its like only about 1/8 done…
haha..
think i ll give him as christmas pressie..
haha…
hmm.. went n watched miami vice today…
quite a violent show… but quite nice la.. esp.. w the person i watched w.. 😛
hmm…
then.. made a stupid plan…
ha.. nvr realised the seoul garden in JP has shifted long ago…
ha.. so nvr carried out my plan to eat steamboat in seoul garden…
shall do tt on another day… 😛
hmm… so in e end.. we ate at fish and co..
but i also like it..
ha.. coz is fish… although my darling prefer chicken… 😛
ha.. then in e end ate too full…
so dun have capacity to go eat cake…:P
but… haha.. i bought a cone ice cream for him for dinner to substitute the cake…
haha…:P hope he wont mind 🙂
then.. spend out night the lounge watching tv…
hmm.. nvr do much stuff..
but most imptly is spending the time w my beloved bf…
hope he has an enjoyable bdae…:)
may all ur wishes come true!!

ha.. finally going home tml…
home sweet home…
whole wk of holiday spent in spore..
haha.. think my parents ll kill me…
😛
tml go home got gd food..
yum yum…
haha and a big nice bed waiting for me.. 😛
HOME SWEET HOME…

hmm.. today.. had a new understanding of myself..
hmm.. realised tt i cannot stay in my hall alone..
think there were signal showing tt i cannot stay alone in my room…
hmm.. thought of alot of things… n observe something in myself…
hmm.. think i managed to ao2 guo4 my jc 2 life partially because of lihan n limin…
because always called them n tok to them…
coz my roomie in yr 2 was like invisible..
nvr tot tt i m so afraid of loneliness…
anyway.. think last sem also showed something..
hmm… roomie was not in during the exam period and my laptop was spoilt…
broke down during tt time…
can see tt… even after sooo many years of living in spore without my parents…
i m not as strong as i tot and as strong as wat others thought..
now i noe y i only stay bck during wkends tt are extremely busy…
tts to keep me away fr thinking tt i m alone…
this wk.. roomie was not in for many days..
maybe tts i start to think alot..
by avoiding myself to think too much..
in e end i slept alot…
hmm… hope i ll be able to get out of this by getting stronger emotionally…
good luck to myself…